The reason I keep changing my blog theme is nothing but a compensation for a hidden feeling of deficiency, it turned out to be.
The destructive feeling of being incapable of controlling my own life, and making some changes finds a way out in enjoying the simple delights of changing minor things like hair cut, clothes and of course changing the blog’s theme and colors that proved to be the best option for being the easiest and the least costly of all.
I cannot change my past, and I feel helpless about the present, have no idea about the future... whether the next step that I’m going to take will do some change? If the track I’m going to walk will be the right one for me...? or as usual it will turn out to be the wrong one. I hope not. The light of hope within me hasn’t faded yet despite the many storms that went by.
Speaking of hope, I once read that hope is nothing but a synonym of “deceit”. The more we hope, the more we deceive and disillusion ourselves. I read that at a time when I needed so much hope and I felt like a thirsty person who has just been robbed the last and the only drop of water he was counting on to stay alive.
1 comment:
:) I see a little Schopenhauer there... hehe ... come on!
Hope and dreams are the fuel of life ... keep the fire burning by igniting it with dreams and fueling it with the hopes of a better tomorrow! :)
No one can change their past, but we can surely have a laugh about it, or we can cry and let it all out, or we can learn the lessons it has to offer... I believe our pasts are also a blessing... we would only know when and if we end up loosing these memories... these bitter sweet memories of our past... we shouldnt tred in our past for long, worrying about what we did wrong or didnt do right.. neither should we be too proud and loud about our awesome past... but we must cherish what little good we have and use all of the bad things from our past to humble our selves, and to keep us from judging others... to keep us from looking down at others...
n future ... well thats the best part you know ;) coz you never know!
If hope is deceit, if hope is an illusion, I would love to live a life of deceit and a life clouded by illusions! Without hope there is nothing to look forward to, nothing to wish for ... nothing to keep going for. Hope is the main ingredient of a happy life!
Stay Happy, wish and hope for a future filled with sucess and calm content smiles! :)
Good luck!!
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