nothingness

I have nothing to say in particular.
This is another phase of my life when I'm THIS low.
I feel as if I'm hit by some sort of axe.
I have got used to it.
Because, this is'nt the first time.

I make my own destiny!

Many people believe that God casted every individual soul into 'destinies'? But did you ever wonder that why is He 'testing' us after all? If He has already decided that we are going to do so and so 'good deed' and so and so 'bad deed' in our 'life', then why testing?

The Noble Quran ascribes a free and active role to man, describing him as capable of consciously fashioning his own destiny with a knowledge of good and bad, ugly and beautiful, and the capacity to choose between them.

We have shown the path to man, and he is free to choose the right path and be thankful or to choose the path of ingratitude. (76:3) Whoever wishes for the eternal abode and strives for it as needed will find his efforts rewarded. (17:19)

Whenever we fail to reach our goals and ideals, for whatever reason, we blame our "luck", "destiny," "fate" albeit, our choice which we took, our improper use of intellect and knowledge and other powers.
Therefore...

“It is in your moments of decision that your destiny is shaped”

Although, there are certain factors which controls our destiny...

1. It often happens that we decides to do something but however hard we tries, we somehow, sometimes are unable to accomplish it. The reason for this is not that God's will opposes itself to our will and prevents us from doing what we wishes. It is rather that in such cases some unknown external factor which lies beyond the scope of our knowledge and control creates obstacles in our way and prevents us from attaining our goals.

2. God has set billions of factors to work in the order of being. Sometimes those factors are apparent to us, at other times they remain unknown to us and cannot be incorporated in our calculations. This, too, relates to fate and destiny, but not only does it not result in depriving our free will or prevent us from striving to attain satisfaction in life; it also guides us in both thought and activity and imbues the very depths of our being with greater vitality. We seeks to augment our knowledge and identify, as precisely as possible, the factors that pave the way for attaining greater success in life. Belief in fate and destiny is then a potent factor in advancing ourselves towards our aims and ideals.

3. Our destinies change when the factors and causes regulating them change-what appears to be eternal and immutable changes in accordance with a change in our conduct and acts. Just as material factors can reshape our destiny, non-material factors may also elicit new phenomena or happening that is through a change in causes and circumstances, God will decree that a new phenomenon will appear, more beneficial than the phenomenon it has replaced.

Impatient, that is me

Patience is the ability to endure waiting, delay, or provocation without becoming annoyed or upset, or to preserve calmly when faced with difficulties

Impatience is an opposite of patience or having a lack of patience.

Being patient is one of the hardest feats in the world for me to master. I am just unable to put something out of my head and wait patiently for it to resolve itself – it makes me feel antsy and in a perpetual limbo of nothingness that's going nowhere. I'm sure that makes absolutely no sense to you, but basically, I feel like climbing walls and scraping stone with my bare nails in order to find answers to questions that are plaguing me. Or to have something I want happen to just happen already.

So. Like I said. Impatient. That's me.

I consider it a terrible vice. My impatience, that is. And right now, I am being forced to be patient about so many different issues. It's driving me nuts.

And if you think about it, there are the short-term issues to be patient about, which are all keeping me up at night of course because I just can't let things be, and then there's the long-term issues you are forced to be patient about as well, because it may be years before you get what you want, if you're able to be patient enough to keep persevering at accomplishing your goals. It's like being stuck in a pile of mud, unable to move in any direction.

I AM LOSING IT OVER HERE.

I am sure this makes no sense but it's okay, I'm a selfish blogger. Have a little patience for me, will ya?

I Love Egg Song!

Condescending Phrases...

...To use against those who annoy you to your nerves!!

1. Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view.
2. The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist.
3. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.
4. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.
5. I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don't care.
6. I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid.
7. What am I? Flypaper for freaks!?
8. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.
9. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth.
10. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.
11. Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial.
12. No, my powers can only be used for good.
13. How about never? Is never good for you?
14. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to worship me.
15. You sound reasonable...Time to up my medication.
16. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.
17. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message...
18. It might look like I'm doing nothing, but at the cellular level I'm really quite busy.
19. At least I have a positive attitude about my destructive habits.
20. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.
21. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.
22. Someday, we'll look back on this, laugh nervously and change the subject.

dead end

I feel like I have come to a dead end....

family guy

I miss watching family guy.

Back then when I was in Abu Dhabi, I never missed a single episode of 'family guy'. For those who don't know what the h-e-c-k family guy is, here this video. It reminds me of my childhood! I used to always do this! LOL to my mom and brothers!!

I know, I'm so evil!! :P *evil laugh* buwahahaaa

like us...

shoes of many journeys...
old
young
brief
long
hers
his
all bearing nothing
but
the visible signs
of the invisible paths.

keeping fit...

we try to fit in
or don't...
either way
we end up being insignificant...
as far as eternity is concerned
or
as close as history can see.