Oscar Wilde said, "Each man kills the thing he loves."

And it's true. The mere possibility of getting what we want fills the soul of the ordinary person with guilt. We look around at all those who have failed to get what they want and feel that we do not deserve to get what we want either. We forget about all the obstacles we overcame, all the sufferings we endured, all the things we had to give up in order to get this far.
~Paulo Coelho

I know I have been doing this all my life so far. But now, I don't want to kill the feelings I have within, 'cause I know, if I kill them, I might kill myself thereof!